Tuesday, March 10, 2015

So, those who come to my little blog. What do you come for? Do you just want to see my crochet goodness? Do you want to know about my real life? Do you want the answers to life, the universe and everything?

I read articles about blogging, and how to be a success and not an annoyance and they all conterdict! Some say stick to the topic.... if your a cooking blog talk about only cooking.... a crochet blog about only crochet. Others suggest to create a community and friendship with the readers you need to share about your life, talk about cooking, but also about family and love and raising chickens. Crochet and yarn and animals and family. I dont know.

 I wish I had the right answer....

So I guess let me tell you about all the answers I don't have.  I don't know what time my baby will get up from her nap. Shes been down for just over 3 hours and I love it. Its a tender mercy. You see today I started homeschooling my kindergartener, and since his older brothers were sick I had them in on the adventure too.

I don't know what all this testing will lead to. Remember that kindergartener I mentioned, hes struggling. Has been for awhile. We have done everything I can think of. Hes been in speech for 3 years. I thought things would be improving. But now I think things might be more complex then we had originaly thought. So I took him to a psychologist. It has been 6 months, 6 long months of testing. Endless days of just trying to stay afloat while we wait for answers. I feel helpless as a mom. But Wednesday we get answers, Finally! It would have been impossible to get this far without amazing friends.

I do know that I have a divine father who loves me. a divine father who looks out for me. I do know that all will be well even if the steps to the top are steep I know I have someone by my side climbing and helping me as I struggle.

I do know that crocheting gives me comfort and purpose when so much of my life is in a jumble. I love learning new techniques in crochet. I love just sitting and watching a silly show and crocheting something. Here are my latest additions to my repertoire.

So in short, the answer is 42. (If you get that reference I will give you a free pattern of your choice!)

1 comment:

  1. hehehe Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy! My daughter just watched the movie last week and loved it. Gotta find the book for her, it's somewhere around here. :)

    My son has autism- so perhaps that's what the diagnosis is? It's a very tough road, but I'm sure you can manage. :)